міяāн .

2010-05-08T13:56:00.002+08:00

me and dad , we wrestle.
big one is like dad and small one of course me.

and im lovin on cloud nine

2010-05-02T13:55:00.003+08:00

HALOHALO
lets see, ystrdy on th way home two freaking aunties irritate while in th train next to me..
keep gossiping , talking abt ppl and laughing at their mistake. wht a bad mouth.
i mean its like overboard pls. you laugh loudly like as if no one cant hear wht you ppl are talking abt. i got real frustrated, tht i laugh sarcastically when they started laughing. fck you lh.
i cant study. god help me.
and gosh im motivated by ppl to lose weight and grow in height.

2010-04-17T00:00:00.003+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
my blog.... fucking dead alrd lh.
well i admit tht i still was lazy to update but since smtng made me to , i did.
its been a one crazy hell of a year. in need of cash money. and time,.. yes time, freaking not on my side.
i shall say im not contented with my life just yet. a few more days and lets wait fr th moment to arrive, if its th last it cld be.
erm, okay lets see, im tired of sch, yes i am, o'levels near yet no preparation.
i will say tht i fill myself with jealousy most of th time. because i cant get things i imagined it shld be but i believe it will someday. and i speak way way way , full of sarcasms, practically, i dont find sch interesting anym.
oh and yes i've cut my hair!!!! okay i get it , its ugly.
you can call me medusa, beruang, alex th lion , whtever, but it pisses me off when you ppl keep repeating asking me to tie my hair or rebond my hair. i have my own means of shaping myhair . lastly , i've longed to say this but firstly no offence to all ladies out there.
okay i find it irritating when women/ladies/girls/females, where heel or any kind of footwear but they walk in a 'V' shape kinda manner. irritating , yes..
mata sudah ngantuk, aku mau tidur, selamat mlm, rakan semua.(:
andddddddddddd, i adore F.

2009-12-21T22:24:00.003+08:00

well im trying to help a friend.

just through advising uh . well thts th only way possible i can help.

well you gotta chill friend. i know yr in a rough state. but all i need is for you to calm down and take a moment to find peace. try look at things on a brighter side. things happen for a reason.

do you know it hurts just to see you all fed up and like 'paranoid'. its scary and i dont like you tht way. im sorry but i just like tht bubbly you who's just cheerful even when you've got a problem hanging in your head. i hope you could take it nice and chill and think positive . will ya. i'll be here, still , to help you and listen to you. i know you dont wish to talk. but pls cool down. i know how it feels like .

2009-12-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

hi im tired.
mainly because i slept very late ystrdy . six plus in th mrning. but lucky i have a friend to accompany me. talk on th phone.
well i must constantly tell myself to stop drinking mocha late at night agn or this will happen. shit sia. my friend was alrd gg to sleep and asked me to sing lullaby to enable him to sleep. siak. satu tk cukup nk bnyk. hahah. then aft i wasnt sleepy just yet till i fall asleep in front of th laptop. like shit like shit.
i needa do assignments. all not done.
I Love You, F
TYVM.

2009-12-18T04:14:00.000+08:00

hi. i screwd up today. i wanna lengthened school holiday. not me as in i want th school holiday to be lengthened. brother's coming home soon. YAY! haha. i wanna go out this saturday. hopefully so.
i want many things but i feel like its redundant but its tempting.
kay bye.
I love you,F.
TYVM.

2009-12-16T23:55:00.004+08:00

Time's running, clocks ticking. year's ending. work not done. school not prepared for. things to buy for school. revision to be done. nthing have been covered so far. yet no rush.

i just learnt frm a certain someone tht you will have to be willing to sacrifice for someone no matter how bad it will be for you. if they say its gd for you then trust them cause they may know more. i mean you cant fully change their judgement for they are th one tht are noticing on us. it may be hard. but come to think of it you cant be selfish because the other party shld yearn fr their wants too. life's not easy but its full of surprises. be it good nor bad. there's always a reason behind all tht happen . and i believe in tht.you made me realise to its still hard but i'll still try. :(

i had fun with my girls. and i miss my brother. true enough. but th gd thing im in control of th latop for now. dear brother do come bck safely and make sure you buy smtng for me. thank you i love you .
&I love you F-?
TYVM

2009-12-13T01:41:00.001+08:00

URGGG! SHIT YOU SHIT YOU SHIT SHIT YOU!
HATE HIM HOWEVER HE
you win. maybe.
HAH

2009-12-01T20:11:00.006+08:00

haha. this picture is witty. haah.
hari raya haji was splendid. my three days at granny's hse was spent very pleasantly.
sumptuous food. except tht im getting bigger in size i might say.
open house was great. it shld be tht way fr all trainings.
on days i dont sch im said to "babysit" my brother. mostly i dont enjoy it, where's my holidays.
skip-
it's wonderous a feeling when we have someone to talk to abt smtng.
at tht point of time, really.
its eccentric how sometimes things turn out th other way different and next thing you know its better alrd. really weird.
love you lah.

2009-11-28T12:42:00.003+08:00

whatsup people.
the weather here today is like freaking warm.
im hungry right now!!!!!
okay nevermind tht.
anw , ystrdy right, okay mai im sorry if i had to watch it in cinemas bfore you do , i had no choice.
okay yes, ystrdy , i catch a late night movie with my aunties, uncles and cousins, titled , twilight saga new moon.
i wasn't a big fan but my cousins wanted to watch it so we had no choice, majority wins.
at first i thought i wld be sleeping cause i seriously dont understand th movie, but i did sleep for wht seems a few mins. but then i find it ok . i may be a hypocrit right mai. but watching th movie change my views. haha, sorry. but still i aint tht big fan of twilight tho. oh ya didnt i say, i prefer bella with who jacob more than edward. sorry mai. hahah.
aft it ended, like around three plus damn i can say im still not tht sleepy. so we had to head back home where every other member of th family was peacefully asleep.
oh and sadly i didnt get to follow my granddad watch th cows getting slaughtered today. because no one did wake me up.
woo, i feel like im talking crap. its sucha a long post.
TYVM
i love my bf.
AND YES LINA IS FINALLY BACK!!!!!
i miss you like shit okay.

2009-11-25T21:28:00.002+08:00

i need more tops and bottoms . hahaha.
but sometimes i think its redundant.
but i have th urge of needing them.
only that i need god to send some cash down.
:)

2009-11-19T19:19:00.009+08:00

see that handsome guy up there. he just turn 17 but still not of legal age yet . haha. i love you . hahha :)

great . my cyber communication device crashed. hahah. whereas my computer's just choosy. ahhaha.
im bored. i dont know wht to say, i really dont tht i keep backspace-ing aft every sentence. well its just for th sake of updating. i want to meet fernando everyday . hahah. i want to watch him move , thts why . hahahah.

i need to freaking start exercising my fats off. just depending on vb wont help . because why, when i get home i will still eat. then laze off. pemalas. besarkn babat lebih . hahah.

my bstf is gg off to nepal soon . awww man , im gonna be alone at woodlands while yr away . haha. brothers gg to vietnam soon too in december i think. why oh why is everyone getting out of town , i want it too.
and lina yes lina, come back quick lh . i haven't meet my other ppl yet and its th holidays. ahh, time is surely not on my side. shit.
TYVM.

bitch are for girls.

2009-10-26T08:55:00.005+08:00

- dont act as if im th only bitchy one.
you too have tht attitude of yours which is, bitchy.
how bout you think bout it for a sec .

2009-10-24T16:01:00.002+08:00

hi .
im bored. im alone at home.
no ideas where th rest when. im hungry. i dont know wht to do now.
i need tmr to pls come. and i'll feel happy. now im just wasting my time watching movies frm th net. i need my book back . because im bored at home doing nthing other than this. nk kluar mls. klau pocket berisi tkpe. i want to do something sporty. i feel like im whining.
ok bye.

2009-10-19T11:14:00.007+08:00

my granduncle says im like my granddad.
and he kept teasing me for tht.
"whoaaaa! die mcm atuk die jugak lh . die pun minat cite cite hindustan ni. ni cucu atuk ni cucu atuk ni."
simply because i like watching hindustan movies/ bollywood.
probably its all in th blood.
granddad is a major fan of this shows, and has a of collection of bollywood movies.
a whole lot.
thought of bringing them home but takut kene fine.
pathetic.
bye.

2009-10-13T23:09:00.001+08:00

i not loaded like you, i know.
if i have money i will buy if i dont , then i dont .
sorry ah, org kaya.

2009-09-16T22:24:00.003+08:00

yet another post . haha. i do not know if this is gonna be long .
but whtever. haha.
and so today, another of those happy days. but not for me , for who ..
my dearest big brother. hahha. because why, he________ together.
hahah. well it was some piece of good news. well i basically share his joy.
and yes, i can later see that he was really elated because i could hear him singing in th toilet .
later after he left th toilet he was smling very widely from ear to ear.
Dear brother, i too share this piece of good news with you but on my own accord.
however you need not care less cause it has nthing to do with me, but i was happy because maybe i too was waiting or tht moment to happen . make sure to take care of that precious heart of hers i tell you. a new beginning . haha.

i have this veryvery cutecute friend of mine named HUMAIRAH. haha. she looks cuter now and younger. with th new fresh hair cut. i support mangkuk hair. wooo. hahha. bnyk die nye rambut buruk. just because people kept asking .
we are friends, good friends, classmates , somehow ppl say 'twins'? actually i am posting about her caused i was told to . however she is doing my homework for me now. well becasue she's th smarter one.

Moving on. okay hari raya is drawing near. however so. it wasn't really tyht expected for it to come this soon. it was like too soon . its just like any other years. but hopefully , it could a joyous one . and off course its a time to seek for forgiveness from most importantly, parents.
and of course th others. be it relatives or friends.
and i would just conclude by wishing you muslims people very very happy hari raya..?
i seek forgiveness from you people whom i have done sins/wrongs upon you people in any way . be it small or big. i shall still seek forgiveness.
time to forgive and forget. and probably start a fresh .
TYVM

& i love boy-f ALOT!

2009-09-15T22:23:00.004+08:00

life has been .......???
i will be away for a long while in preparations for e-o-y.
however i am very lazy to study each time i had the intention.
well this maybe the last post fot the month pr probably second last ? it depends on situation.

lets just reminisce wht had been happenin for the past few days.
oh ya, pms is such a bitch. fasting has been great . it has made me lose weight . haha.
i may say i dont mind and all, however, all in all deep inside i know very well that im feeling envy. but i do not want this to be th reason why it has to stop like how i did to previous friends. much to my concern, i have to be careful this time round.
hari raya is coming but it doesnt seem to be tht joyful this time round, but wanting for a great weekend up ahead.

and really really, i want to take care of this . i want you to be involved too. i want it to happened. th beautiful, long lasting outcome. maybe now, but later ? all is abandon and later again back to square one. but we will always manage. thats th power of love. you wont keeep giving up . woooo~
TYVM

&i is captivated, adore, fall for, is craazy about, enchanted by my boy-f ALOT!
to put in words, i simply love my boy-f ALOT!

2009-09-05T14:41:00.000+08:00

now after so long then im updating.
but the update will be a bore.
cause i have nthing really interesting to update on. & im updating my blog fr th sake of keepin' it fresh.
i love ystrdy. it was fun . i love my old gangs.
i love alot of people. words just can't describe, how fortunate it is to have friends tht will bond just like th old times, despite having to be in different ways of life. okay i dont know wht point i have into talking abt this.
hahah probably because i had fun . now i dont know wht else to talk abt.
okay school holiday just started. it feels great however at th same time its just shit. receiving lotsa homework. exams coming .
gosh this is so stressing me up. okay im just gonna end it up here. im lazy and i have nthing to talk about.
neither do i have photots to put up.
till then
TYVM!

& i like/love tht cute guy !!!

2009-08-13T21:31:00.002+08:00

HEY-HO PEEPOLE.
FUCK it.
is it always my fault you have to blame on,
am i tht bad tht it has always been abt me,
come on think you cant clap with one hand ,
isnt it tht way, does it has to be this way,
all the time? always? each time? everyday ?

well probably if thts th case, i shall take all tht you have said.
either make it as a learning point, or take it as some kind of discrimination .
or probably im just too tired to handle things/argue tht i just give in to all,
& let fate do its work . hahah.

i may admit tht yr hard to please and just as hard to confront.
i tried, probably i failed or just tht i didnt succeed.
sometimes all this leave me to nthing,
sometimes it leave me to situations whereby i have decisions i have to make, right ones.
i got lots more to say but i have to keep some to my own, pa(paw). hahah.

&i LOVE BOYF ALOT !

2009-08-06T22:53:00.001+08:00

H-ey howdy folks,
how ya'll doin' ? heh.
tday was tirng yet a fruitful time/day.
school as usual. was late agn, well i just have to be late once a week w/o fail. great.
gosh i felt tht tday was th most sleepiest day fr me, i couldnt help my eyes but to doze off.
& unfortunately i was picked fr show&tell, and how pathetic it was tht i had to use my school bag.

aft school went to po th crib. haha. we made this unique and own made resipi called franks&cheese.
hahha, was shit-ass delicious . to come up with more own-made resipi, haha.
then rush off to met my taufik syg (kawan yg baik sekali) haha
was he's companion fr his lil 'shopping' . he was damn vexatious, tpi dh biase dh, psl syg kau nye psl kan.

as i was late to school this morning,i sat at th control station alone, watching different unique/amusing ways of everyday people. those who seemed sloppish, yet another who was just captivating to th eyes. it maybe weird and lame, but i find it surprisingly interesting. well it seems to me tht sometimes being alone is just nice, its just serene and quiet, yknow. altho it may seem to ppl as lonely but its a moment where you could analyse those tht have happen and become of us. just like how taufik said he did ?? it was a wonderful feeling fr me. it really was.
OKAY . TYVM .

2009-08-04T19:26:00.003+08:00

heello mortals .
letsee whatsup.
school's a bore , getting lifeless.
andand, fred , im sooooooooooooooooooooooooo loving yr new baaag. i swear!!!.
alamak nk bwk blek boleh tk ah?
jealous ah ,
poa just giving me th sensation to hype up .
gosh, headache like hell .

HOME:
eventually my brother had his first canning session by my mom ,
oh you poor lil kid, see who ask you to naughty at school, kan cikgu kau dh complain. mom send you to school to study not disturb ppl, bully ppl. klau kecik dh gini, besar mcm mane lh kau. oh and i got to know a funny thing.
when asked if he like being scolded, my brother replied YES! hahaha.

oh& im officially disgusted by my dad, i was happily eating suddenly mum wailed, i asked why, she told me there was alot of ants in his old time favourite mug, so i went to peep, and found nthing, she ask to come closer, agn i see nthing, so i ask wht was it she said semut putih so i went real up close and found a LIZARD, in th mug, i screaam superbly loud, and tht influence my mum to do so too. & eventually now im afraid of lizards. those pale looking onee. wah fuck sia, geli pee.

i was tormented by yr words furthermore yr actions kot.
i was thinking was it ending, was it just tht , aft all chapters, i had to renew and struggle thru.
well th fact tht i thought i was manipulated, easily deceived, i cant bear all those you see. well i wish you fr th best . TYVM

2009-08-02T18:49:00.002+08:00

hello .
okay i hereby am updating my blog because
ϟ M-ai'sxvzsxvzs™ ^-^V says:
*UPDATE!!
hahah.
okay lets see wht i can recall.
school's a bore, everyday same thing happening. still no assembly. shitass siaa.
i didnt went out on saturday because why my whole body frm my shoulder to my leg to my hand to my back, is aching like shit. easy said everywhere. all this because of volleyball.

im suppose to meet you, taufik, today but you have to go pasar with yr mom. buhu. tkpelh phaam phaam kn lh ehk. mcm gini aku rindu kau lebih ah bodoh .
and this stomach pain is KILLING me, its causing me to sleep latee .
oh and i get headache fr not sleeping well.
i want to go doctor lah . and i dont want to go school .
im SHORT , i want to grow more. people are growing and im not. anyone, want to share abit of their height with me??
i want to lose more weight. hahah. anyone , want my fats? mai you want ? ahha

give me bck tht ______ .
kenape lh bende bende gini jadi .
mcm nk nangis ade, mcm nk happy ade, ah fuck it lh.
any clue why, mai? well i guess not cause we are in th same court . hahah .
my life is messed up .
how ni?

2009-07-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

okay , school is lifeless, insipid, mundane, tiring & shiit.
wellwell, i've been constantly 'buat taik mate' in class . which in rephrase, constantly sleeping.
well, i was damn tired lesson was tedious and shit . so i slept for almost coming to an end of two periods.
but shit hell i hate th habit.
saturday, mrning2 had to sent adik pergi madrasah.
bwk die pergi rumah johnny dulu. dh hantar patah blek sane.
nenek keluar kite enjoy, tpi part enjoy mase nk maghrib ehk.
aku tidur mcm satu babi sepuluh tahun tk dpt tidur siul. bngn HSM3.
dh maghrib mkn, lpas tuu kite ade sing-along session. mcm bodoh terpekik pekau mcm org gile.
'kecoh broo'
tngu abg diee punye lembab, sudah ah i go out balik my hse lgi better , she follow,
by th time smpi buat ni buat tu dh pkul brapee ehk, si dini, dah off gi buat taik mate. tk rock ah luu.
wooo, sunday was shitass, amusing and delightful.
we shoud do agn ehkehk.
sory if i did not tarik and had to waste it.
i strtd agn wht.
nk tgk wayang tk jdi.
ah tkpe pee, tk heran o. heh.
supposedly went to botanical garden but we were shot of time.
i overstayed at th mrt station can you believe tht, fr almost like one hour waiting. tkpe lh byr two $ only . but it was fun and funny.

2009-07-19T23:16:00.004+08:00

haha. stuupit sia we.

org org tkdee keje wht. comeon its 3 plusplus in th mrning. at pr park, so wht do you expect us to do.
whts more, her mum and a ____ left us . with fredy doing his rounding, so here we are all alone, nthing to do , bored.
ok letme tell you a lil how this particular day happened .
i knew her since sec one. i use to hate her.coming to sec three lvl, we managed to mend things btween us by suddenly texting. then recently we texted each other agn to discuss a problem which has us in it. and thereby i was invited by her to a t*** party.
last minute stuff, works with me.
well hell yeah we talked lotsa stuff, being open. we actually

dont mind . just in one day.mrning mrning, nthing else to day go home, go her hse, sleep . th best part. well we alrd did some sleeping in th bus bfore reaching home. mind you th funny part was , our head kept banging into each other. but th gd thing was, i cant feel it at all. duumbass .

i once hated her/had negative thoughts/bad impression on her. but well seemingly tday being able to meet her, change my point of view. her smile let alone show th sweetness in her. i was astonished, i really was.

[stupid video dont want come out . aku jolok yr system then you know. will reupload th video agn. if still cnnt . srry.]

another silly moment of us. we were suppose to capture a picture but instead she ter-pressed recording. haha. and both our hands were full, torchlight, bobdog, peace sign, hp. so we were alrd ready fr th camera & alrd smiling & all , but hey whos gonna press th camera icon with both two hands fulled. & we laughed. oh silly.

2009-07-09T23:14:00.006+08:00

heyheyhey , mortals.
bruu blaja tuu. hahaha. im in a very gd mood, therefore i blog now cause i got th mood to do so.
woohoo. okay in th mrning whtever. ugly, masai hair/face/appearance.
everyt th lessons bfore recess, will always be sucky to me because why make me sick like real sick. fever la , flu la, headache la. org nk mkn pon tkde mood ah. aft sch suuuck. oh and thankyou thankyou miss ong.

blablabla.

home-d then sick agn

at night gosh, th best night i had. dont get me wrong. hahah. my wonderful mom, cook my favourite dishes. well of course. frm 7+++++ till 10++++. i was in brother's room , both of us online lh. then wht he did he strtd chatting with me, well talk stuupit stuff of course. then i invited him to webcam. hahaha. stuupit. he shakeshakebooty laaa of course . pdahal i can see him frm a few distance away. well, we were in th same room somemore wht. then i capture la wht else . stupit guy. then watch pb, with him agn . wah piang. hahah. its fun to webcam with tht stupit guy despite being un th same room hahah. wht stuupit ppl we are, well of course im cleverer la .
okay i feel weird blogging this way. its like different. well whtever. got mood, use it la of course.

here:-

2009-06-29T23:02:00.002+08:00

yr grandmomma, she cried when saying those wht you called sort of 'pesanan'/'message' .
not long aftr i cried too, thinking abt it.
i was sad , also did i cry. this is due to th fact tht she cared alot for you, for ___ , for ___ .
tht message remain sitting in my mind even aft she left singapore.
i dont know whether wht i told you has an impact or not . but i certainly do hope so.
pls, th thing which you can do right now is to change a lil of yr lifestyle. and evryone will be happy, esp me . i'll be delighted fr suree.

&rmbr, i nvr was negl,ecting. or maybe no one was.
im sure. maybe they has their own reasons.
probably i do too. cause i wasnt in th mood.
so friend, reconsider and think agn of wht had happen tday.

i love you, and you know tht my dear friend.

2009-06-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

HeyHeyHeyHELLO. was lazy to follow mom to msia.
so went out with SALLY ROSLI. haha. first we went orchard to ____. there in this shop we saw this awesomely cutee ____. hah. want to buy, maybe. sally wasted her 2bucks buying ____. then walk to mcdonald. then there are alot of ____ flying all arnd. so we left to ____ cause sally want to find this ___ shop.
then we aimlessly take this bus and suddenly drop at ____. and so aftr a few chat and otf with squirrel, laugh bored train bck. and done.
thank you thank you thank you.

if only you understand how i feel.

2009-06-19T22:49:00.003+08:00

hello there sane humans.
im boreed. well pratically not tht bored. just hmmmpphh. you know.
well i appreciate th fact tht i have very supportive and caring friends like those of my old-mates and my two vb lovees also tht hot guy of mine.

yknow if you dont love me like how you love th others i dont mind. i also thought since end of last year you used advantage of me. and if yr not sincere in giving me cash, then dont in th first place. you dont have to always bring up tht topic ya know. i tried to avoid every argument with you possible. but its just frustrating. so i just keep quiet or either i fight bck. i have my rights too .

if you dont want me fine. i can go to th other. but its very saddening when i heard with my very own ears at th very place, th other party saying things abt you like dont want me. yes i did shed a tear but not many.
you've done many sacrifices fr me and yes im thankful. but i do not know why and wht i did to deserve such unfair treatment frm you. but whtever it is you still will be my _____.
to you guys, tht person im referring to isnt who you think tht person is. it isnt fredy or any person you know.

2009-06-14T19:09:00.005+08:00

heyheyhey.
wellwell. things been great, chalet was awesome.
and the who make it happen lgi awesome i tell.
well, bfore th very friday, a particular situation happened and it was bad. i was horrified , heh, but it ended right on tht very day . tht made me stronger.

gg on, chalet as i've said was a blast. came and eat. thereafter, we had singing session till 3 plus in th morning.
then everyone was dead tired, but nevertheless, me kasfira kim and danish hangout to talk abt things, how we live life.
and when it was six in th morning we decided to take a stroll at th beach and made our way there. th sunrise was awesome. there was peace, serenity and tranquility. tht was wht we needed right at tht moment. aft witnessing th very beautiful art of nature, head back to bathe, wellwell it was surprised enough tht th rest was awake and queueing up to bathe. blaaablaaablaaa.

& i missed tupai, veryvery aloot. he wants to meet me and so do i. he called me right at twelve in th morning when i was at chalet just to talk. i'll meet you soon dear friend.
i dont know why i am blogging like one crappy person.
as of now im sick, and totally not haven ahigh amount of energy level in me.
& mind me im sooo loving Frankie J and his songs.
he's amazing.

2009-06-05T22:54:00.005+08:00

well well i can be quite emotional at times.i do cry during sad shows doesnt matter whether its hindustan ke, cina ke, ....
yes yes, i went to watch hannah montana th movie with HUMAIRAH RAHMAN. i know to some it may sound pathetic and childish but hey hey its awesome i tell you.really really.

at jp. then kaan we went to eat at this place & surprisingly we saw ?.?.?.? err. but tkpe2 whoever she is wherever she was, who gives a damn, i dont need some girl to be spoiling my mood kay. i was enjoying my food better than enjoying watching you or yr face. gaaaah.

he's at camp. yesyes . and i miss this friend of mine whom i long time nvr hangout with. tht timee ak hangout ngn kau pon 15 min ajee kaan. tkpe lh jdi jgak lh. rindu bbl ngn kau ah.

and pls ehk , kcau aku abt tht girl. so not needed.

ok i shall be gone. byee monsters of earth.

2009-05-13T19:49:00.005+08:00

NOOR ZUHAIRAH BTE LOKMAN,
This one i love , my dearest love . haha.

FFBH,
ni pndi2 figure out ok .
This one, lgi i love . hahah . cacing kepanasn.

NURUL AMIRAH BTE OTHMAN,
This one, i also love. off course lh kaan syg diri sndri . haha.
k im so out if my mind. i was bored :( . tk thu lgi ape nk buat.
and i dont know why these days i have th feel to blog.
influence zuhairah ah ni . hah . tkpe.

the love of my life . shines throughout th day . they make it happen. everyth .

2009-05-11T12:47:00.004+08:00

she my BESTBEST FRIEND . haha.
eveyt abt us is almost the same even part of OUR GIGI ehk johnny . haha .
i LOVELOVELOVELOVE her.
yes we did went out ystrdy. we live our lives almost th same way. we got almost all th same problems. thts why its sedaaap to share problems with her abt it .
you know when you read th letter yr mom gave i felt th sadness too and guess wht i cried , in silence. ahahah . tpi siket je lh zuhairah . together we plan th same mission ehk . haha.

2009-05-10T03:07:00.010+08:00

to continue frm NOOR ZUHAIRAH BINTE LOKMAN post.
yes her tht BLACK SUGARY MAMA. because die hitam manis ape. hahaha
me and my kuncu failed to have a sucessful dress up party.haha
but as we heard footsteps of ppl dashdash change bck. skali the 'AH MA' wake up want go toilet to BOOOMMM,
ok we PACK UP & ROLL OUT.
i cant sleep so was she, and now shes dmanding me to teman go dapur which is just across frm where we are.
zuhairah is a CHICKADEEE PEEPEE.
hahha, and now she's feeling sleepy wht a bumper.
well in btween stuffs, something didnt go great, its a SUCKA.
man i when moodless fr a period of them. then was msg-ing bf.
I LOVE BF ALOOOOOOOOOOOT.
and HAPPY MOMMA'S DAY dear lovely mom .
I LOVE YOUU ,
in times of need you sure will be there to ringankn beban in our situation like this[only johnny knows :) ]
thank you.

2009-05-01T19:41:00.007+08:00

IM BORED.
im missing alot of people and i want to meet them.
but there's this one particular person i've been wanting to meet because its been a long time since i met you.
but all this have to wait after mid year and when im free.
im lazy to study but i have to . i dont like gg to school but wht option do i have .
i love tht guy and i guess it remaiins tht way . i cant stand problems cause it keeps coming but tell me how shall i stop it frm coming. i hate how i look and i want to change it.
but still, i love myself. [;

2009-03-24T22:27:00.002+08:00

well letme summarise my march hols fr a strt.
th week strtd off with vb . on mon and weds. sadly myrah wasnt there.
thn fm thurs onwards things kinda hapen.
when botanical garden on thurs.
sleepover at super dooper bestf's crib. hah.
sat when to nana andrew(?) brthday party and headed to cousin's mansion fr kenduri.
and ended th march hols gg fr a lil shopping with mum , basically wht i did was to accompany her and sneak in some stuff to th counter.
pictures will be considered whether or not to be brought up k.

oh and hell yeah i want to chnge but so give me some time.
i use to wait fr you to chge to the better cause you yrself told me tht promising sentence.
but was it hard fr you , i bet it was. i waited and waited , i didnt gve up cause i pinned some hopes on you, you did chge but fr an instance, fr a period and you chged bck to th worst.
so now when i thought you changed alot and you asked me to chge you dont seem to have th patience. why i said tht is because you constantly repeat on tht sam eold sentence whre you want me to chge . you cant handle my behaviour.

2009-03-13T17:19:00.003+08:00

i was sick fr two days.
only two days and you didnt even bother to ask how i was.
when it comes to you every single day yr sick i kept checking in but you??
fine i'll just understand yr sick cause i've had enough of arguments .
dh ah mls ah .
i've no mood to updte lgii :]

2009-03-09T21:54:00.003+08:00

im back frm camp .
few words indescription , total awesome fuun like hell .
i love my peepaloos like alotalot .
johnny aku rindu . sally aku syg . suharti yg ku cintacintabnykbnyk. myrah ROCKS . haha .
zuhairah is CRAPPY because she laugh my my picture [as pasted above]

you crap women. tkpetkpe dh busy women maah , no time fr me yr love anymore. haha .
jumpe lh soon k byeee.

2009-02-16T21:55:00.001+08:00

been busy, busy week.
valentines day-nothing happening
th nxt day went out with my kwn sejati yg tercintaa ia itu johnny chickoni namanya .
then th nxt day had common test .
more and more common test coming up .
school kindaa suck .
at home lgi tkya ckp .
ok bye dh mls kay .

2009-02-08T17:44:00.003+08:00

i feel like somehow my blog is dead . i wanted to chenge everyth but i havent got th time and i was lazy to even updte so i will leave it as it is . you ppl will try to sope with however my blog appearance is ok . THANKS.
life has its ups and down .
i have a friends who have alot of different problem and i will try my best to help them in any possible way .
well recently i've help this friend who feel shes being neglected by her guy , so i did my part and when i got to know wht th guy then said to her i felt happy fr them . th guy finally realised how he should treat her frm th strt .
sometimes i feel relationship are th one tht created almost most of th roblem in our liffe not yet included friendship and family problem.
and i had another who have been stuck with th same problem fr like couple of years .
well i wasnt close to her then yet but i did my best as a friend cause i think she should stop carrying all th burdened she had been having fr th past years till now and nw tht all th matter is almost clear i cant help but to feel happy together with them .
i tried to help by telling them my experience and somehow i guess it did help and sometimes wht i told them had been a learning key fr me on how i too should solve my problem and take things.
i think this had help me to be strong regardless of wht ever happen to me to my life and i will try not to let tht affect my future .
somehow i feel like im talking crap but i know wht im trying to mean here.
so friends M____&S____ cheer up with anyth tht yr facing now and whatever it is im here to help ok .
with LOVE.....

2009-01-31T23:32:00.003+08:00

omg i screwed up today .
especially to sally . i apologise lh bnyk2 . psl end up tk kluar with you .
i was suppose to go clarke quay with her, and so before tht i went to boyfriend hse .
and i fell asleep at his house .
and when i woke up i received 61 missed calls and arnd 5 msges frm her .
well she really is a crazy fella . real crazy . i buat slh then i understand she angry so i really was apologetic but then at night she said she was sorry fr being rude to me .
die ni kan ade klakar siket ah , i the one do mistake wht for you say sorry . you weird ahh .
but i really am sorry . i will make it up to you ok .

2009-01-30T23:49:00.004+08:00

comeon lh bestfriend , dont think negative.
losing you once is alrd bad enough , wht more second kaan .
ni bkn like relationship ape where kite bleh break patch break patch [i know you know wht im talking abt] . i wouldnt let a second time happen .
and wtF am i speaking like this , it make no sense cause i dont know wht im talking but heck care sally understand wht i tulis right .

aloot has been happening lately , just as i thought things would come to its senses skali bad things strted ahppening like wtF ahh . just about to happyhappy gd things happen then comes a tragedy a scene . i dont know what im talking about ahh . and belvina's is like leaving fr her country tmr . it felt as though it was her last day in singapore last year . problems arising ,
nevermind dont wanna talk much . lazy and im tired . well i freshened up my blog which is like one month not updated plus todays post is like so i dont know what im talking about . psl tgh ngantok oii but i felt th urge of blogging so i ok did .

and lastly i love my boyfriend like a thousand miles aloot . [?]

2008-12-20T17:13:00.004+08:00

ok due to th request by those who have asked me to updte im gg to updte .
because why my blog seems to be dying .
holiday is getting much and much boring. i mean like everyd doing th same thing . plus im broke .
i want to do new things i wanna have new stuffs also meet new ppl and go new places.
maybe thts why spores small ?? anyw school is reopening soon , when i say soon it means really sooon.
but im looking frward to it . maybe looking frward to meet new students i think .
im gonna have a resolution whereby , i wanna change be goodygoody whom study hard and listen well in sch.
no more playing and slacking , nxt yr is a serious yr . also i need to get my room all tidy up but it seems like i cant cause everyt aft i tidy up it will be in a mess cause i have this habit of dumping things everywhere . and its becoming a pain in th eye fr me .
hmmmphh , which reminds me fr those who goes abt blogging on everyt , they are lame . when i say everyt i mean telling ppl abt wht exactly happen from a - z . irritating siol . no offence to those yg prasaan uh ehk .
yes i know its yr blog you can write whtever you want but please lh . we want to read someth interesting . not bedtime stories . talking abt bedtime stories , i have this want to watch th movie. |ok stop it and cntinue with th confession.| it would be a bore i tell you A BORE ! a post with lots of words . urghhh , pening kepale oii pening .
fr those peeps who know whom im talking abt , thumbs up fr yr genius brain . those who dont go figure .
ok i think i should better stop bfore i strt being like tht person storytelling frm a - z .

2008-12-03T21:03:00.004+08:00

ooohhh cool pic. i dont know why i adore this pic so much. haha
ok serious my life isnt turning any better esp this seasons holidays are worst and getting worst.
im getting even more sick than i had ever been .
well i kept thinking abt this guy whether or not he will be faithful or hes just playing with words.
he wants to get to know dad , i dont know if thts th right thing to do cause i dont want him to give high hopes yet . well i cant stay at home all day . well if i were to do so i have to do something like talking nonee stop or get hyper so as to forget th sufferings. i seriously do. and only one person knows how bad it is and right now i feel like asking him over to accompany me cause why, now then i realise tht i really badly sadly terribly need him with me by my side .
ok why im saying this cause i have no ideaaa. im just letting out th pain which is wailing to come out but its too stubborn and only want to stay in my body .
TUHAN , kau beri kan lah aku semangat utk menanggung semua ini . amin ??
ok tdaay im being succhaa lamee person . better than not posting aint tht true .

like serious shiit

2008-11-30T14:12:00.002+08:00

4 beauties i met ystrdy.
well belvinas bck and it was great meeting her. gave a big hug . awww.
and she has grown bigger but with a small head which makes her look so improportionate ?
thn we went to eat out . well its so surprising tht shes still th same old her. i thought she would be a little more matured but she still isnt , shes still a lil immature in th brain. haha . ass .

gosshhhh , i gotta do serious reflection on myself . i wanna change. my attitudee right now seemed to have hurt a few ppl . how cool is stupid .
i have started my bad habits again and once again i myself isnt satisfy with it . i hurt him yes i did with my foolish actions. oh brother . dudee i suck i know but i promised to you i would try my best to change .

gereek oh bebeh

2008-11-27T22:29:00.004+08:00

haloooo humanbeings.
ok lets take tday as ystrdy aitee.
so lets kick start with this mrning .
had volleyball blah blah , finished training thn showered , went mac while waiting fr auntie to comee and fetch.
then we headed of to pasir ris . well ystrdy was a bomb . cousins reunite including those frm kl.
went escape, well i went there alot of thems but because my KLcousins wanted to go thre, well oh well . thn it rained, wah siaaa, sume gamee got closed down for th timee being. SHITASS.
letme boast a lil, i won my auntie in th go kart. and my auntie seems to be a fast driver wht a shame. thn eat at food court went to city hall. a few took mrt th rest took car -th lazy ones.
well because they wanted to see merlion ok goo. i became the camerawoman fr tht day. ohh brother. aft tht went beach road eat again. tulang!! wah siaak tday mkn besar siol, ler dh kate atok blanje, rezeki wht . thn headed to telok blangah rd , it was dark by thn real dark, haha seram but th breeze was nicee. thn my uncle drove us along this scary road to show us th place he and my atok use to go last time . damn scary mcm taik . thn headed home.
oke cool i find tdaay post very post , wht to do i cant elaborate with passion nor can i exaggerate th story a lil cause exaggerating makes stories better to read.

suuupeernovaaa

2008-11-19T00:53:00.004+08:00

heyhey ! just like how my brother always strtd of. haha. sorry fr th loooooong absence. been kindaa lazy .serious. even tho i could be at home, rotting sleeping eating fr like 24/7. nthing interesting happened. wellwell talking abt my brother it was his birthday tdaay. tht doop head idioot cutee brother of mine. im talking abt th big one not th small onee.

die maluu org nyanyi kan lguu happy birthday. hahah thu ponn. lots of personalities yet one person. my LOVELY brother . haha . he can be a very irritating nuisance sometimes. but like tv shows teach me, sebusuk org tuu pon die ttap abg aku kaan. ystrdy he got punch by me on th nose by accident and guess wht he told me. 'you made me cry alonee in th dark' .haha .sape nk pujuk diee?? tuu laa slalu nk ano aku kaan tk pkir plak ape aku rase. pat kau je laa aku kene kesiankn. and yeah hes always gg *aku cutee la kaan* wht a doop . he say he can make girls caiir. only certain girls. and yeah he wanna be a model. mepek nye pepek. haha. FAKEEEE. ok coool , hes cool. thts all fr a doop head brother.
dudee, i went fr a little picnic with bstfs last sat.
it wasnt tht enjoyable fr me , cause i wasnt myself. haha.
sorry zuhairah, nxt timee kluar cnfirm aku cm biase ok loveydovey.
gooosssh , on tht day i cant believe i keep arguing with sally. hahah.
apee nk buat, mulut die tk bleeh ttp. serious ahh, bbl bnyk siol ni makcik . hahha.
scandal aku dh flyy away. utk due minggu siak. lame siool. RINDUU mcm nk matii sak aku kat sini. eh bdk blek laaaa cpaat.

2008-11-04T00:10:00.004+08:00

ok gambaa lame.

waddeh lame tk post.
lets storystory.
things are turning better now .
except fr a few.
i have a feeling, quite uneasy but not known wether its true.
being dumped or being timed?
choose either onee. or both same meaning . tk thu la kan
ok aku sodd sia. bdk low IQ wht.
another DIFFsituation i think because of th feelings towards me you want to change.
thats how i think you are right now.
but gosh dont change fr th one person you know you cant get.
even if it takes you weeks months days .
you probably wont. because im afraid i only want th person i fell in love with.
so much sorry i could give you but not one tinybitsy piece of my heart.
we could be friends, gd one. i dont mind.
but klau tk btol aku paiseh btolbtol paiseh. tkpe tk psl la dudeee.

2008-10-30T23:16:00.006+08:00

eh hi. long timee no post.
wahhhh, holiday nothiing better to do,
everyday go lepaklepaklepak. i think i myself will get bored over lepak-ing everyday.
nak kluar tkde sen plak. wahhh.
things have not been turning good fr th past few days.
firstly i have been sick easily fr like ????? days and i simply refuses to go to doctor despite ppl asking me to cause im afraid of th doctors. weird huh.
its a fact im stubborn and you aint doing anyt bout it.
next i really don know wht to do and how to end it. siaaaaaaaaaaak.
i really miss cracking jokes with you. wht happened to us??
because of a small tiniwiniitsybitsy prob and yr making sucha big fuss over it.
this friend[jack] told me tht yr sensitive.
well i guessed so frm th very moment things went wrong.
we became closed on september and seriously i like it how things happened when we are good and not bad.
only you always ask me to tron, when i had a tiff with him , you will be th first to know.
do you know tht i ever cried fr you i dont know why only how many weeks knowing you not even a month am im alrd crying because of you. :'(
aku ckp gini sume bkn psl aku prasan ke ape la kan.
i was afraid you might nvr want to befriend me and talk to me anym.
if only i had th guts to tell you all this i would and only tht could make me feel relieved.
how i wished i could ask you how you were right now but then again i aint got those guts.
because i cared fr you and i suppose its not wrong right.
ok you tc friend alr and i will miss you manymany if you still want to remain not talking with me
pls turn things back like how you've been treating me could you ?
i ask you only tht as a favour as a friend to another. pretty pls.
till this end , i wont stop thinking abt it :'(

2008-10-27T21:37:00.006+08:00

walooooooooooooooo everyonee!
i was bored so i pass by here.
wht to do la kann.
wowwwwww!im missing alooot of ppl currently.
sally, FREDY , kwn2 lepak + kak nunu. :]
waaaah lame tk nmpk die seii, rindu plak .
tkpe stuuu hari bleh jumpe lagi ehk.
just now went meet th old gangs thn go lepak.
siket yet gerek. bbl mepek2.
pat aku shuffle je sway. wahahah.
tk pe tk psl. maen2 je kan, klau btol krg mmng ah tk brhati perot.
hahas.

2008-10-25T12:44:00.004+08:00

holidaaaaay has finally arrived.it can be quite a bore as holidaaaay it is like sitting at home lay eggs .
i want to go ouuuttt.
i want to get a joobb.
hooooowwwwwww?
its pretty hard to get a job at this curent position. im kindaa choosy in chosing jobs.
so when im boreed all i could do is mrnng switch on th comp, chat, blog, friendster.
thn aftrnoon go out lepaak . i find it quite boring actually to be lepak-ing everyday.
klau lepak ade die tk ape. waaaaah im missing youu so badly. tune in to this....
dh lama tk brjumpaa; long time have we met yet.
rinduu rasa hati ini; this heart is missing you.
ingin ku brtemuu dgn mu; wanting to meet you.
biarpun hati ini menyatakan benci; let alone th feeling of hatred.
hakikatnye kau masih kuu sygg; th fact tht i still love you.
waaaah pndii eh aku ni.
i have got to know th truth.
i swear i will beat you up if i find out yr repeating th previous state situation.
cause i currently believe in yr words and i put a hold to it.

2008-10-24T12:40:00.004+08:00

sally; rmbr this picture.
it was taken long time agoo bfore things went wrong.
now everyt finee, back to normal.
thanks fr being thre and always accompanying me in school . huahua.
now yr at camp. you tc dearest.
so faast yet im missing you. altho its only fr 24hr,tht maybe long..
i will be waiting fr yoou to return and to tell me all abt wht happened in camp ok dearest.
and rmbr th guy tht you may have a crush on just dont seem th right person fr youu and it isnt worth it srying fr tht idiot guy. cause you too teach me not to waste my tears fr him and to remain strng and i did. he isnt my current obsession anym.

see this cute little girl .
shes my part-timee mataer .
i miss her like damn aloot smpi bleh kluar air mate thu.
shes a strong person. and because of her i have learnt on how to stay strong.
she knows how to make me smile when im sad. i dont know why but i cried when im missing youu.
shes sometimes an anti-boys,thts how we had fuun. we dont care abt boys.
in yr current situation right now being confused. dont pecah otak thinking bout it.
you will follow wht yr heart says and not wht ppl say. even if they call you whtever dont bother.
cause its yr future and not theirs. i wouldnt want you to be in th same kind situation likee mine.
cause fr you to get hurt maybe an obstruction to yr life and mindset
tc bestfriendd.

do you think you fit in ? do you.
gg there alone wht were you thinking. wanting to be th only girl ? fr wht.
you thought being th only girl could change things gain more fun. yes it may seem fun
but have you think how he had felt.when in a tick, you spent time with them thinking you could forget th problem but noo you made it worst.you only fit in when yr with him, get it! without him, yr making things worst i guess.you're making him think tht he isnt as imprtnt but you only cared abt yr friends.why do you want to quarrel everyt? arent you tired?but yr afraid to tell this one friend tht you wont be with them unless his thre. to put a stop to th arguement its best you tell yr friend even tho yr afraid to cause as a friend all he could do is to listen and understand. truee??

dazzle into my eyes bby.

2008-10-17T23:24:00.008+08:00

fuuuh, gerek pa nari.
wahahhaha.
eh wait first, mase nk pergi jumpe yg laen dlm bus stu tragedii trjdii seii.
i saw stu bdk ni tgh naek basikal tibe2 basikal die patah due sia.
rabak siol. kesian seh. bei die trflip melayang ke dpaan like superman.
confirm sket siaak. adoooh, seram sungguh ini.da jumpe yg laen kite head to penni tman zul bli brg.
then we go mkn . botak bin rambot blanje. wahahah cool kan name.
die blanje psl die tk bleh dpt discount. wahhaha. bueh.but he baek sekali sehh.
thn gogo agogo to esplanade. wah there gerek sungguh .
got this one mini tini winnie concert. not concert la, like stage where th dancers beat to the hiphop song. woo didnt join in but intended to .wahahaha. tkpeee next time boleh shake booty eh zuhairah.
[pictures will be updted lateee]

-on 181008
lepak ahh lepak. fuuuh gerek gilee sia this timee. slalu klau on weekdays sket org.
tpi sat mahhh. klau tk tron town lepak ah btol. fik baek ah fik. klau kau tk ajak aku da mendak sia pat rumah. tpi bdk tuu tkde sia, die punye lelaki dlm 2-3 flirt sia . maen2 ajeee punyee.
otak stuu2 kuning siak, kne plak aku srg pompan kat situu. ahboy pleng otak kotor siol.
jack flirt fuuuh, flirt seribu kali flirt. klau bdk tuu ade confirm otak sod punye sia. wahhaha.
waddeeeh, gue mau lepak lgii seeiii. klau bored ajak aku tron taoo fik. wahahaha. fik kwn lepak ku gerek la sia.

the daylight shinning so bright ; the night has fall :]

ok muke tk prluu, serious.haha ; ini org adalah hati pujaan kuu

woo aku kecik.k mepeeek ; Starbucks oii utk 7 bucks.

how sad of me ; muke due2 mntk kne taplek sia

[more wacky pics to be updted]

solitary moment

2008-10-16T21:00:00.006+08:00

i have been lazy to update + nothing much intresting had happen.
have you wondered why ppl change overnight ??
for a simple if anyone ask, amirah asl kau brubah,
i would aswered well ppl change and things change.
theres only a few reasons why ppl change.
its either you yrself have a problem, or its abt others, or even something happened th day bfore.
but lately i felt like i have changed. well i cant fully judge, its base on others too.
those who had been with me a few days through.
shit those who say i act or att seeker or whtever fcuk uh.
cause i dont need yu ppl to tell me those stuff. tk prlu ah sia.

ok but seriously i want you to change[_ _ _ _ _].
dont ask me who, go figure out.but i know i dont want my tagboard to be filled with ppl asking,
amirah you okayy, yr post referring to sape. tk prlu tnye2 . if i want to tell i will but pls i dont need you ppl to ask me who or why wherever or whenever.
th only wish i hoped fr is only fr you to change. i dont you to be like my last time ex.
i dont want ppl to recognise you like him.
days by days you are becoming like him, please i dont want things to happen like how it was bfore.
maybe because of you i change. BECAUSE-OF-YOU.
urghh!!evrytime gado confirm someone will shed tear. and its always me.
as i step into a new life wanting to strt a new, i didnt bring much confidence along with me.
i feel like my secondary sch life is a burden.
kwn pri sch jgak ah baek. lgilgi ZUHAIRAH.
i think you know who, klau thu diam2 tao.
i get to release my stress with them esp when i go karoke with them.
klau harihari mcm gtuu boleh??
can i stop schooling, parents??
wadeehh, stress sangat nii.
[attention]
i post not fr ppl's sympathy.
i just need somewhere to let out my feelings i have been having in my heart fr a few days past.
i dont need ppl to tag onto my tagboard saying amirah you okayy, chill ah.
or approach me asking why, you okay or not.
cause i like keeping things to myself .
sorry if i seemed rough or rude, thts how i currently am.
and i have to strt searching my old self.
ok byeee.

tk psl ehk.

2008-10-12T12:36:00.005+08:00

this mrning post.
post time, its a post its a post. ok lamee.
i had th weirdest dream ever ystrdy. whn i woke up tdaay i was totaly freaked out.
i dreamt tht i was pregnant and tht my baby was due in a couple months time but the
thing is tht my stomach isnt tht big the size is just like my nrmal now bloated stomach .
wth kan. but i find it funny actually. and th thing is i dont know who th father of this baby is.
at th same time, thre was a small war occuring and at tht time too i was relaxing and swimming in my pool. luxurious huh. in my dream i was a rich person. i wasnt worried as i was supposed to.
and imagine who on earth would swim when yr carrying a baby in yr tummy.
haha. i affirm this was a total freaky dream.

this afternoon post.
ok im really weary. th long hours of waiting bored me.
i think i can post like 3 to 4 4 to 5 posts one day till its time i get out of th hse.
so i will post of wht i felt which suddenly acquire into my small lil brains.
ii dont know why but i kept thinkingtht i have donee too many wrong to you.
but certainly i do feel like yr in th wrong.my mind was jumbled up.
you kept wanting to know th reason why and i think i have got th answer.
i think its because this feeling fr you last forever no matter wht.
tht is why i think i find it hard to forget and will keep giving in.
but ppl make sacrifices and i do too.
you may say tons of things you think you felt is wrong but not all is true.
thres only one place which i think knows th ans and my true inner feelings
and thts my heart.
things strted happening.-th good th bad. and thts a sign.
well i have a feeling history's repeating itself.
so i'll just let th time tell and show evryth. th truth will be observed sooner or later.

hari raye fever.

2008-10-11T12:42:00.005+08:00

ok i have been gg out fr raye fr two days straight.
ok dont mind i got two blue baju kurung but both diff pattern okayy so dont think i wear same thing fr two times. i jst think wearing blue is cool.
thurs went out with my kwn lepak-sdc and wcgb + th girls.

jln ngn drg kecoh . wahhaha . tpi gereek~
fri went out with pri school friends.

da lame oii nvr meet them.
ok went to quite a lot of houses but not tht much. some incompleted.
it was frm 2.45 till 12??
had damn much fuun, evertime, aft a hse to th next hse, i will walk with danish and wahyu.
th reason why is becuase we shared stories abt each other, stories abt. very th intresting siol.
ok best been given this name -'legong??/tembok' by some respective guy.
haha reasons why i dont know.
ok thn last hse was satria's hse. cabbed ther .
ok, didnt spend much time on eating and drinking, but instead went karaoke.
it was damn fuun, but it was such a bad thing i wasnt hyper because i was sleepy.
listen to them singing at th top of their voices, very funny siol. ahhah.
then they planned to come to his house again one day to karaoke lgi, then set ah.
klau bleh nk cpat2 bleh.
ddk rumah mendak siol.
then went home arnd 12??,
danish father sent us, ok upon reaching home, got nagged but like heck caree??

fed-up sama looooo ah .why arr why??

2008-10-07T23:09:00.003+08:00

weiii kwnkwn.
ok th reason im updting is because im boredd.
thank goodnes tmr is th lat exam paper tht i will be sitting.
walaoo my brain like wanna burst come out like pig's shit. wahahah
th more i stress th more it will come. ekkk!!!!
aft exam i shall not worry bout coming to school, study or whtever shit.
ok i had entertainment just now.
and so thr was this one song which was being played and my bro strtd getting 'high'
wahahahha. strtd shaking eh shaking like girl, tapdance la, booby shaking la, robobt dance la.
kecoh ah kecoh. wahhaha smtimes its great having this kiind of brother when yr bored. good fr entertainment. yeepediiyappediidoo.
ok i want meet my old friends . rinduu bangat ohh same krggg.
i miss my zuhairah too.
iyeebedebedoooo!
wahahahah. it helps to be randoom sometimes.
chao chinchao.
ohh eah chinchao are nice too, t grass jelly kan. oooo so yummy, like kropok. krk!krk!krk! bnyi kropok. k lameeee!

humour;

2008-10-04T23:14:00.009+08:00

>tdaays pic
dont mind th ugly picture, thts the best i could findd
huhuu.
tdaay i went queenstown with bf.
tday had no probs like lat timee. we killed time walking arnd, wanted to buy some stuff but it wasnt ther so ended up bought onee thing.
ok i know on this month this day, it should be we gg out raye with fam, but i didn.
one issue is tht my dad isnt feeling well.

okhow do feel went you didnt get celebrate a supposed to be joyous occassion with th whole fam.
but i just dont feel it. well tht makes my spirit of gg raye with fam, brought down.
two situations, either one dont want to go raye together, another dont want bring us go raye.
well some ppl are just too selfish. i dont even think im declared as a real daughter when i was treated like a anak pungut. but who cares i got my friends my bf.

and how do you feel when you get this guy, and doesnt wants to give him the whole-hearted love fr him. weird huh. isnt it better to not be in love and be in some relationships. but wtd, its fate.
stick with it or stay out of it. well it aint easy being in love with some particular guy. there must be somtng special tht attracted you to him it isnt just abt saying i love you wothout th real reason to tht situation. confused?? well i just let fate decides all.

pictures updted
chao sinchii

simple ques one answ; a yes or a no?!

2008-09-27T00:35:00.003+08:00

Love is like a quicksand : The more you are in it, the deeper you sink.And when it hits you, you will got to fall.

have you ever imagine being in a situation whereby your close friends admire this guy and this guy in the other end likes you. complicated huh. i so wish i wont be in th situation . hahaha. there's also when theres time you think you had this oppurtunity to get him back. you know you want it but you cant. you hav eto force yrself not to. cool or wht ? well we ahve to follow our heart . do wht you think is right . for a moment have you think tht fr th scnd timee gonee, would i wanna return badly just like th first timee when we flew away.
love theres obstacles. ups and downs. its a matter of being brave enough to face it. fatee. it determines if we suit to this guy or not. have you ever heard of true love. wht exactly does it mean. well i know tht part o ftrue love is when it return fr th second time. well it has but its like th butterflies flying away and later come back again. but when you think you can move on do you really think hard and throuh. caus ewhen you think you can later some part of the day you will find out tht you actually miss this person. weird or not?!
always, girls were the one to have to cry fr th loved ones tht have left. this typical break-ups. we will usaully say tht we shouldnt waste our tears crying fr someone who doesnt appreciate us, bt do those words really work. i guess not fr mst. we will keep on crying fr them till we cant. well love just gets more complicated. when we think tht we are over it do we actualy know tht we are not. well actually tdaay was not yet story-ed. had mly paper, blh thn ar but composition part fuuuh hancuur. then bleek get ready go aisyah hse. but bfore tht tron bkt btk blek jumpe fredy and lpak ngn fik, wan. aiayah call sroh tron cck tman die lpak. ok go then fetch sally . off to aisyah hse . dh eat all go tron play bunge api. gerek or wht is this?! well im sorry if my words are scrambled up but hey wht do you know its 0100 in th mrning now. my eyes are like petals of flowers withering.hahha nk ngorok(?) ehk .or ngrock alh snng sleepy want go bed. huhuu.

i lovee my part-time mataer. :]

2008-09-21T00:49:00.007+08:00

ok i would likee th whole worldd to knoow tht i love my part-timee mataer so much.
mataer it refers to bf/gf.
wanna know whoo??
it is....

huuhuuu. handsome kaan my mataer. i knoow.
i call her my mataer becausee we are likee a very cutee couplee being together.
she understand me the best.
shes use to me maki-ing her. even when i maki her, she wont sulk or anyt but instead she will join in to maki together instead.
haha, gereek kan die. i knoow.
heehee. tdaay technically we faced this one small probleem.
but hell we dont caree bouut it.
actually i was worried fr her but she insist on gg on .
actually the both of us, we have nvr cried infrnt of each otheer bforee, simple reason because we dont like to see each other sad.fr me i like very paiseyh like tht to cry infrnt of her. heehee.
hahha, but i really haad awesomee funn in th train otw homee. buat mrt mcm bpk nye mrt siool.
GEREK snggh. well acually just now fredy intended fr me to lepak with him at geylang with his friends.
but cnnt hahha, cause i gtta go home with her. an if only we could i would bring along my friend cause i miss them and havingg fuun laughing our butts off.

PUFFY POWEERS

2008-09-19T21:42:00.003+08:00

hello.
hari ni. hari lahir amirah.
thank youu all fr the wishes.
i appreciate it loots.
zuhairah why must post bigbig.
maluu siool. hahah. FAKEEE!
yesyes i wanna thank azlizah so much esp , she gave me somethiing veryvery th expensiive siol.
tht thing i have been wanting frm some particular person. but at last tk dpat ah siool. geraam.
hahah. aft school. pergii somewhere and had fuunn. made many new friends too yknow. gereek . kecooh skalii.
then kaan, suddenly spirit go down siak. receive msg frm friend being told tht this friend of mine go meet this girl. wow . suar btool. buang org marah je thu . eh wait!!am i jealouus. oh maybe i am . fack i shouldnt be . why must i. buuut, tdayy i ........ one . pndi2 ehk. pfaaahh. got to clear him of my miind.

i wanna move on without you.

2008-09-18T17:19:00.004+08:00

i finally decided tht i wanted to let out my feelings that have been hidden all this while.sorry but this post has to be long .i never knew that i would feel this hurt . yes its hard to accept the fact tht u have left . and i have cried just too much fr u. and i know i wanted all this stop. but why to you have to keep hurting me. i admit tht im blind and stupid enough to fall fr ur words and blief u whn all u did was to cheat on me and give me fake hope. you said i was taking advantage on you but it ended up tht ur taking advantage of me. i have cried lots and lots of pail of tears for you. you set me up just so tht i will ask break frm you maybe because u want tht girl u have dreamt of and afraid u might not get her and therefore u did this . tell me isnt tht just too painfull for me to take in.

you teach me how love is like . u gave me this wonderful feeling of love. but i have yet to find the true meaning of love. i really hate how much i have loed you. for once i thought u were the one but sadly its all wrong. you're always with ur temptation fr pleasure but have u spare athought fr me ?? you kept blaming me, my friends. well i have realised tht u have no rights to really blame them . i have truely made a big mistake by listening to you and leaving my friends behind just fr ur sake. i have hurt them alot. they have the rights to have me whenever they want. Without you who do i go to -my friends. they are the best damn thing tht ever exist in my life. they cheered me up when im down. then gave me advise to move on. they will just try their best do anyt they could so i would not feel down . this just clearly shows tht my friends are more imprtnt than you.

you have hurt me alot i swear reallyreally lots. causing me to sob fr like more than 5 days..1 week?? and i have just wasted them on you. oh when will i stop crying fr u?? its not like u read wht i wrote who cares if u do or dont . so wht if th whole world is reading this. this ishow i felt. you want me to forget all tht have happen ? whn u told me tht i broke down.just wht more do you want frm me. how much longer will u treat me this way. so wht ur trying to say tht all tht have happen btwn us is just a waste?? ass laa. i dont go thru 1 year plus fr nothing okayy. it maybe easy fr u but it aint easy fr cause why i have those faith and hopes fr uu.

i thought i was able to and had manage to move on without u letting all those past fade away but its coming bck into my mind. few days ago i kept having flashbck of th memories. well unfrtunately i cried again. for you. i wish i could stop but i cant. i swore its hard . but i have to keep praying hard to god tht so tht god could give me the strength and patience to move on without you. well all has ended . if tue love happens i dono wht i will do. all this is fate fr me. and maybe this is th best fr me . and i can prove to you tht i can move on without you.
well i have said enough for now. at least i feel relieve . altho i did cry i realise tht this tears isnt meant fr u. theres many others better than u . Lastly , i blief in karma. wht goes arnd comes arnd btol??
IM OUT . JERKK!!!

woohoo

2008-09-13T23:55:00.002+08:00

ok tdaay-
osl cip / tman leena go jln2 lot one jupp / go cousins hse / thn out !

went out to buke with them all at bukit timah . cause since my birthday falls on th same day as marissa she invitee me along too. if not i would be with abg now at geylang. but i had fuun. aft buke went courts for fun. then saw ppl playing bunge api , decided to play with it too. so find it and go one place play. well its been a long time since i had play with fire crackers . semangat hari raye laa kan . oh yaa, its not the coincidence tht marissa and my bdae on same date but also we are afraid of cats . hahah. cool kan. when playing bunge api. kecoh gile. not to mention the two guys help light up the bunge api -they are marissa's friend. i want to go out buke with my bstf ZUHAIRAH too some day.
AND....
i would like to say a few matters.
thengs hadnt been well for me these days, or maybe more.
i have changed to the worst thts wht i realised.
i no longer am th old me.
well things chnge and ppl chnge.i obviously know i may have hurt alot of ppl with this att of mine. i could only say sorry to you ppl. and i want you ppl to make a choice. i u cant stand with my att, i dont want you to be coming near me. u shud rather find other friends to be with cause i don wanna hurt u ppl with my behaviour. i will rather be left alone then to have ppl being hurt by my att. and i cant do anything tochange my att . seriously i cant. its hard. life has been hard fr me. it is only thankful tht i could accept th fate i receive with patience altho i had to waste a lot of tears on this matters. and lastly im back to be friends with azlizah. i guess our friendship is inseperatable but i want u to know that i cant only be with u all th time cause i got other friends to be with too. im sorry i hope u understand ok sis.

helloo im bck

2008-09-05T21:07:00.004+08:00

i love her .
she love me .

Two days ago..........

well hey i had so much fun with her. very very alot . huhu .
she was there for me you know everytime .
the photos shows how much fun we had in th library . i seriously had so much fun . i swear .
whenever i was with her .
have u guys heard of this story where theres a guy who played u out . well its very sad even though hes ur second or third . we gotta move on right girls . i believe one day the same things happen to him too . well cheer up honey . i will always be there for you . take me for an example . i have moved on . it isnt easy but still you have to let go of that very person u love rather than suffer when being in his hands .
im always here to crack jokes with you right .
hahha .
btw right now im at her hse having fun again . we are just a few miles away .
nothing set us apart . we like mataers like tt .
hey just now i fast at her hse and then and then i had my prayers with her for the very first time
cool kan dpt pray with bestfriend . its not like u get to do tt always .
hahha . hoohoo . theres lots more fun waiting ahead us . think positive alr .

hello!

2008-08-19T17:29:00.002+08:00

hello again!
its been a long timee i nvr post ya know.
cause i my computer spoil like fack.
ok wht happen in the past maybe fun maybe not.
last week sat had national day-went to padang with fredy and his other friends .
then next day, went to go watch miss ong in her vb competition.
then aft tht went lepak with fredy and his friends.
skipskipskip, last sat went outt with my bestfriends. hehe i miss them.
they are my only i had which are tuee. i love them . wahahaha.
today school was boring ngantok as usual.
tday go bck sci common test, well it suck like fack. cause i did badly i failed.
well during gg true sleep ah . im slacking now a days. and i wanna chnge.
then history , tcher didint come, did ws with abby, teach mly, and she was funny cause she dono some mly words.

how can seratus be sepuluh sepuluh.

then go myrahs hse, then we kutok and kutok rabak rabak which i know is bad.

and done will be back in a while.

heeeheeee.

2008-07-11T19:33:00.003+08:00

hello peeps.
its been long since i post.
ok i will make it short.
ok last week was like normal.
mon,tues,weds,thurs- got volleyball aft tht lepak on normal days just lepak.
friday had youth day, whr home cloth but wasnt tht grand cause i was only forced to.
aft youthday, followed [f],[f],[s].
this person wanted to go ecp but h rest dowan cause far, wso we decided to go vivo watch movie, hancock and we did . huhu it was fuuun.
ok thn on sat was funfunfun, because why i went shopping with zuhairah woohoo.
wee i get buy many things.
zuhairah blane tao.
freakiing awesome. we walk her walk thr, was so exhausted but its th fun tht we get.
ok thn on mondaay went picnic with my very loved ones.
thr was me, fredy, kak nunu, jummie, kuxy, mansur, and nurul.
humairah cant make it, while botak i dono.
haad fuun.
thn tues open like fcuk. very boring, no mood to study. i think i slacked abiit this time.
ok weds something hppen at night - dowan tok abt it.
all iwant is fr things to improve to th bettter thts all.
so tdaay at zuhairahs crib.
tmr go jc and aft b_ hse.
ok thts all, till thn wait till i get th opurtunity to use comp and updtee, ok byeee.

2008-06-22T14:36:00.011+08:00

ok tdaay is th laast day of school hol. boohoo. i dont wan to go bck school.i am NOT ready.i will sureely miss all thoose fun i had with-kak nunu, kuxy,leenaa,nurul,jummie,buddie,and my old peeps duringg my june hols.

-kak nunu kuu yg tersyg.
ok i have been being with her during most of my june hols.
i tell u shes th best. she was always there for me,whnn im dwn.
helping me with my probs. as i wrotee this i dono why i have to cry.
causee i guess i treasuree wht she have donee fr me, really.i may be helping her whn shes down,but sincerely i really love having her arnd. shes always mking me smilee. wanting the best. i guess only my good deeeds can repay her kindness.
ily so much kak!thnkS.

-kuxybbystar kuu yg cuteee.
ok she is fuunfunn.
i have been with her too during june hols.
she helped me too aloot, telling me all her experiences and all.
i shareed stuff with her she sharee stuff with me.
but wht mkes me laugh most abt her is tt shes kindaa belooo.
i lovee u kuxy. thnk youu oke, for being ther for me.[:

-leena kuu yg baek skalii.
ok leenaa is funny. she likes to make jokees alot.
well she talk crap most of th timee and definitely she make me laugh all th time.whnn i shed tears, she was ther for me, comforting me. chilling me down.she even mde jokes to make me laugh. she wants me to stop crying and all, and yeah i did try. she accompanys me whnn i needed too and she lends her ears to my probs and all. we both do share a little of our probs.evrytimee whnn im down, she will try cheerin me up. thts why is best having her around. she make me forget
my probs im with her. shes great. leenaa sygg thk u fr always cheering me ok.ily.

-lastly my two bestiies.
ok they my greatest bestfriend. i had fun with them whnn gooing out and whnnever im with them. whnn we are out we dont talk abt our probs causee we dont want it to spoil our day. even whnn i feel saad whnn we are out they will try mking me happy mking me laugh, they will crack silly jokes.zuhairah have been there for me, listenning to my probs. sharidaa, she has always been bullied by me hahha.well basically they don want to see me sad. they will do whtever it takes fo me. they said it themself. and i lovee them for even how their attitude is.
they are my greatest bestf ever.

and yeaa thers still jummie, who alwasys irritate and disturbing me. syafiq, he listens to my probs and gave me encouragement altho, i only met him like oncee.i am really thankful for having such wonderful friends who are always ther for me, wantiing th best for me.

2008-06-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

yupp hellooo, long timee noo updteee.
ok tdaay went meet jummie , kak jannah and kuxy.
met them at seven eleven thnn went off to kak jannahS criib.
thnn watch tv first hannah montanaaa and more, thn played dumb with jummie.
ko at first i won thnn he wasnt satisfied so ask played agaiin but i won again. ahhha.
ok thnn i watch-ed tv, thnn jummie and kak nunu played ps2 or wht laa.
thnn do this do tt, thnn wht campfiree lame shiit.
thnn watch videoo jupp on compp.
have to went hme early cause i was meeting my pri school friends.
daa jumpe ok- fad, faqeh, faiz, zul, me, sha, and zu.
ok long timee tk jumpeR.
we didnt talk much actually causee tk de pape nk bbl hahha, but still we aree cool.
thnn aft meeting at macD go lpak.
i have to go home early, and i was th one to go home early first.
no faiir tht i have to go home already cause its 9.30 on th clock.
otw bleek, i received thiis sms which madee me fucking scareed and worried.
risauu nye risauu nye risauuu lastlast, not truee.
so okelaaa, biarkan whts past is past whts doneee is doneee.
ok so basically i had fun tdaay lpaak esp with jummie and kak jannah.
i miss kak jannah, leenaa and kuxy, i want mit them soon cans at school.
oklaaa, i miss jummie too, klau tk lter die mrajok plaak kann.who noes.
i want gooo lpaak again with u two and moreee can???

2008-06-16T20:56:00.005+08:00

ok my turn to updte. since kak nunu did just nooow.

oke tday was superdooper awesome fuun.
awesome fuunn i tell uu.
ok went out fr vb. go home bath go out again.
to meet my gorgeous beautifuul lovely friends.
sometimees i just felt like an extra whnn im with them. heeh.
ok so we decided to stuudy, but this time at mac. cause dont u gett boored over library and home?
ok went out with kak nunu kuxy leena and nurul.
well altho its only 5 ppl and all girls its still freakingg fuun i swear.
ok me and kak nunu share big mac meal, and uu know wht, she ate aloot frenchfries siol.
she was so stubborn as i told her to stopp and cntinue with her work but smbil buat smbil mkn oiii.
i got a little serious on doing hw, cause i wanna finish it, now left with tt freakiing sci ws. blueeh.
thnn we put away school stuff and goo enjoyy babeh.
woo fuun part. climb up this sort of web.
ok me and leena was at th highest level yg laen pat bwh uh. hee
ok thnn kak nunu and kuxy go picnic at grass, ehemehem apee buat tuu krg??tsktsk..
ok thn me nurul and leena head over to the swiing or somethg??
ok it was damn fuun ther. te turn, push here pull ther. while i enjooy th breeze.
thnn both lovers joiin us. they don wanna tke th swiing cause scared but damn fun lurh.
thnn push me mke me stoop in th middle, thnn this girl keep tickling me. hmmmm!
but who carees it was funn,its fun tt we want, who cares abt th pain put asiidee dluu ahh.
thnn time to head home. ok so we camwhoree-eed a little.

like kak nunu, i miss thiiiss particular someeoneee ohh soo damn much.
serious tk bedeek siol.
i wanteed to meet him just now but cant. gahhh.
ok so mayb jummie comiing bck tmr, donid miss him, ehkeh akuu mcm phaam. not me but her.
ohhh FISH!!!EMERGENCYYYYY!! BYEEEEEE!!!

2008-06-15T21:23:00.002+08:00

ok tdaay nuthimg intresting happened.
i only follow-ed mom to jb to fetch my adek frm grandmomS hse.
fetch-ed thnn went to larkin, ther saw this very small quite little kitten.hee..
if i have th time to upload the picture i will oke.
aft go home, and yeah ayah and abgS back.
i wont be boredd again like ystrdy wheri have to sleep early cause nothing to do, and abgS not hme wherby i always accompany him at night being infront of th comp. heh.
ok and tmr ther will be volleyball.
i hope those two girls will attend-leenaa and kuxy.
cause they always make my day with happiness and laughter.
esp leenaa, she will crack lame but funny jokes, and me as usual will laugh. HAHA.
and of coursee i miss kak nunu so much.
if she cann meet us tmr i think kann will be more gerek uh.
oke chao peeps~~~~~~~~~~~~

2008-06-14T18:34:00.003+08:00

hello.

oke so tday .

nothing much happen.

and rite now im blogging at zuhairahS hse.

ystrdy she came to my hse, so tday i go to her hse.

so it is considered as fair.hee.

ok i brought my hw here to do, but for suree i do slack abiit at her hse, but still i did my hw.

and yarh i have a confession to make ok.

these past few days didnt talk chat and meet with kak nunu, kuxy, and leena.

gooosh i miss them aloot.

lucky moday ade volleyball.

i wanna meet them soon.

and yarh i miss kak naz too.

ATTENTION tday is FOURTEEN!

gahhh, if not, i think i will be out somewher.

ok lets not remember abt the past.

and yeah jummie has gone indonesia for four days, and i guess kak nunu surely is missin him,

chill kak, a few more days and he will be bck, u can miss me if u wan. hee..

2008-06-13T20:57:00.001+08:00

oke letme keep it short.
ttS my cutecute bestiie zuhairah.
she came to my crib tday to watch congkak.
th cd was lended by hakimmah.
thnks.
ok so i didnt close my eyes but she did while watching.
i did scream cause i was frightened by th suspense of th show. haha.
and we haad alot of funn. seriously.
k daa stoop here.
chao~~~~~~~

haiyaaaaaaaaak

2008-06-12T21:19:00.004+08:00

oke nariie beest sangat sangat.
oke wht happened tday was tt me and my bitches goo watch movie.
but hakimmah didnt goo.
soo th wasteed.
we watch kung fu pandaa oii.
haiyaaaakkk!
kung fu pandas cute likee me, hee, prasan.
it was damn funny lah. gilegile. seriousli, tk bedek.
wanted to watch diff shows but thers just so many objections.
but i dont care.
aftaft, go lpak .
LPAAAK DAN LPAAAK.
whnn bored ape lgii, cam-whoooore uh.
i was so active tdaaay.
i mean i have too if not i will feel weak.
isnt tt weird??hee.
thn go home 2930.
i waanteed to go home early tdaay cause i dont to fill my ears with nagsnags and nags.
bingiit oii.
i cud tell uu tt its so bloody boriing going home early.
BUT......
i haad super duper funn tday like hell.
i love aloot tdaay oke.
i need this- to laugh thnn can be happy.
better whn amirah be happy thn be sad and moody, ppl dont like.

i will continue frm ystrdys post.

2008-06-12T11:06:00.003+08:00

oke so letme continue frm yesterdays post.
went sentosa with them-kak jannah, kuxy, syafiq goldfish, jummie, another syafiq.
thnn lter kak nunus brother and his friend join us.
so we meet at gombak thnn proceed ther reach sentosa arnd 3+ r 4 gtuu.
thnn ther kak jannah and kuxy went chge but ididnt cause i dont feel ike it.
but after being persuaded by kuxy so i did.
th guys have chged but we swim at diff venues.
aft i chge thn we join, collaborate ahh gtuu.
swim swim, thnn those two ppl keep putting sand om my hair and kuxy,
and kak nunu was always being disturbed by jummie, so tk psl ah.
thnn funfun swim swim. we met leena and her family at ther.
she bought volleyball so we played.
she felt like swimming but she cant. aww too baad.
thnn we went up to shower at seven as i had to went bck hme fast.
thnn aft shower all tt me kuxy go ahead go hme first cause we have to go home early.
th rest go mknn.
reach hme at 9.30.
felt tired, but whnn i was otf with____i lost all those tiredness.
thnn lamelame, mood tros tkar. dont wanna talk abt it.
oke shuddup.
things chge th way i didnt want it to be.
but seriously i had effing much funn ystrdy.
and today im gonna meet up with my bestiies utk tgk wayang yeah.
mayb i will post abt it lter, aft i come back.
byebyeee.

harii nii fuun oii

2008-06-11T23:40:00.001+08:00

tdaay was fuun.
suupeer duuper gerek!!
we had an outing. i went ouut with kak jannah, kuxy, jummie, syafiq and syafiq and lter kak jannahS brother and her brotherS friend.
ok i will stoopp here cause i have no mood tmr thnn i cntinue. ok. byebye soriii.

oke hello so im bored.

2008-06-10T13:19:00.008+08:00

ok so kuxy bck! YEAHHHH!

ok so incase uu dont know im boreed so i decided to post.
ok soo currently talking my looves.
kak jannah and leenaa.
they rock baybeh.
and i miss leenaa and kuxy effing much. dh lame tkkk jumpee.
and kak jannah dont worry i will miss u too,if one day i didnt meet uu, krang aja ehk.
ok so basically i became close with kak nunu on 300508.
well i stayed with her while kuxy and leena had to go to their course.
and yeah riyaas and hasyeef accompanied too.andd i didnt regret tt day except fr being sad like hell.
yarh she was ther, comforting me accompanying me, and i was ther doing th same.
well both of us suck at omforting seriously, but we tried.
again we had a few in common, sme taste of food, blabla and blabla.
so i strted having funn with them on, frm tt day onwards, and i really enjoy it.
no regrets. happy with it.
i wish for situation to be better.
and i want to meet them altogether, don wan sorang2 even if its still funn 2 of us, sume togetheer more geereek.
and i want to go out soon with them. gahhhhh!

2008-06-10T09:34:00.003+08:00

ok so lets see...
ystrdy......
met jannah at fredy arnd 5+.
oke so we are suppose to meet fredy at pondok, but instead went we reached near ther,
we sat at th residents corner, to watch tv, these chinese show.
thnn he came, and lpak, thnn shortly lter hilmi join us till 0830 went hme.
went hme with abg cause we are suppose to meet and go home together cause ttS to....
oke at hme, my bro chop stop th comp so okelaa dont mind cause i have used it in th mrning alrd.
so i was otf with buddie.
thnn some idiot guy off my modem so lost connection with buddie called him again told him cant talk to him bcause this guy wanted to use th fon.
oke so, he use th cordless fon i use another one, and we talk-ed to this particular irritating jiran of mine just nxt door.
thnn blablabla.
aftaft,otf plak with kak jannah love.
wahahaha
my june hols have been used up well by being accompanied by her and other lovees one of mine.
oke so basically i cant wait to meet leena and kuxy cause i miss them like hell here.
so wait for 11, 17 or 19 thnn happy!! weee!!

yay-neeeees

2008-06-09T10:49:00.002+08:00

ok sp basically, nows mrning and no plans yet fr tday.
so lets storystory abt ystrdy.
ok thn ystrdy got wedding, goo with mom with her sec school frends.
saw brother at ther helping with th 'rewang'.
thnn go home, cnnt use comp yet s sleep. frm 4-8.30.
wake up watch garfield, play comp.
garfield is soo cutee, like me. wahahaha.(ok soo not thru)
thn chat with jummie and jannah
thnn offline.
thnn at 12 or 1plus online-d again.
chat with fadhil-my long found?? belloooo pri school frend.(:
with faiz also. and they two talk-ed craps, which i dont undrstnd, a single hell thing they are talking abt.
ok so tts me, the belo plus slenger with blur person.
ok soo maybe chat-ed till 3am.
wanna offfline but tht belo frend off mine insist on me staying and hold me for 40 mins till 3.40 am.
ok during tht short period of time.
i become th bed time story teller, , and he became the bed time listener, whnn fadhil is supposed to be tt bed time storyteller bcause aft 3.40 i felt sleepy and wanted to sleep.
oke so doone i offline slept at 4 waked u at 8.
so basically i got 4 hrs of sleep only.
and now in th mrning, currently im chatting with three belooo friends of mine.
-fadhil th sotong kidd. -riyaas th shortshort. -syafiq the weird.
oke so i made up their names for fun/ entertainment.
wahahaha.
OHHAMIRAHJAHAAT!!

ohhamirahjahat

2008-06-08T11:38:00.006+08:00

oke, so basically, ystrdy was quite boringg.
my mom ask me to follow go jb.
but i dont want cause just go ther accompany her doo facial while i doo nuthingg.
so instead she went with dad.
she told me not to go out, but i still did.
cause it was boringg at hme and thers no food at hme.
so went to meet kak jannah at6.
its only th two off us, cause kuxy at kl, fredy got grounded, hahas pdan muke.
but still it was funn oke even th two of us.
oke thn hungry go pasar malam buy food.
thnn saw abdul, faisal, taufiq, this guy, and jack-if im not wrg tts wht ppl call him.
so i waved at jack.
suddenly i miss lepaking with fredy cause everytime hangout they are ther.
so we eat under this block and talked and talked.
thnn go another block, cntinue talking.
discuss a little abt this outing.
thnn i felt cold.
th wind, stating it was going to rain but it did not.(extra info)
ok so th clock was abrt to rach 9 so i decided to goo home.
if not lter get scolded frm mom.
ok thnn reach hme arnd 9+.
thnn parents not hme yet, happy oii.
dah blek, mom ask me to follow her goo this wedding today.
so okelaa im going fr th sake of th food only. hehs.

2008-06-06T21:03:00.006+08:00

fadli!! diee sebok bace blog akuu siol.
merepek sebok bace buat ape siol.
uu and my brother are not invited to read, except others!! ade phaam fadli??!!

WAHAHAHAHA!

ok then tday , didnt go out for two days. fugging bored.
so hopefully get to go out tmr, with kak jannah.
tday chatted with leena, had funn.
ok she accompanied me causee im boreed.
thn we chat, i comfort her, we talked. and have funn.
thnn i ask her to on her webcam, so i saw her thru th webcam . it was dark so i cant really see her. thnn aft a while she ha dto offline. thnn talked to her on the fon. thnn cite hantu bangku kosong strted so ok, thn she wanna watch i also wanna watch so hang up th fon and till here cause i wanna watch th show also.
excuse mee: i miss all my buddies so much and i wanna lepak with them cause they make my day and they put on a smile on my face

gini mcm pe treat org?

2008-06-04T19:01:00.003+08:00

tday few bad things happen.
firstly had vb but didnt went for it.
cause when i woke up i felt so sick.
thnn kak nunu msg suroh tron.
thn bath quickly and whnn bb.
reach th rest were like already done with eatin mac.
so we head school.
each opp school, whnn lpak-with jannah, leena, kuxy ++ hckey boys.
they left we waited till 2 thnn go over gombak meet nurul.
there lpak buy ice cream laf-ed.
all lame things uhh.
talk abt something thnn kak jannah got so furious.
thnn saw police we cabot .thnn coincidence met up with police officers.
thnn our name kene screen, wow gerek.
we waited for hckey ppl actually but, they call say chge plan wanna spend their own personal time.
so oklah go i dont mind.
abeh pat tefon nk kne bbl mcm siak.
bbl baekbaek tkleh perh??!!
fed-up la siak!!!
thnn we wanted to head to leenas hse but chnged mind cause wanna meet syafiq goldfish. thn talk thnn go home.
at hme, like siak.
my mom came home. have to hear her nagging.
didnt do anything wrong la siak!! urghh

this gets even better baybeh

2008-06-03T23:13:00.004+08:00

hari ini sungguh bagus dh gerek skali.
i go lepak wit kak jannah and fredy.
first meet kuxy thnn she left so meet fredy at gombak instead cause wanna meet jumaat.
thnn he say lazy to pass so who cares knn.
thnn go lepak undr block.gosh evriting reminds me of th past.tehhee.
well whts done is done, whts past has past.
thnn go kak jannah's auntie hse for awhile thnn head hme.
in bus suddenly feel like got breathin difficulties so vow-ed to not join do something animore.
reach hme bath, kpo in abgs room.
thnn funn began again.
i slap him once he slapped me thrice.
smack him a little slap me again thrice.
i made him laugh he make me laughed.
thn blablabla.....
thnn done.
all i cud say is tt this time junes holiday is funn, with them.
whnn with jannah conferm laugh like hell.
if wit fredy conferm i fell asleep. haha.

this gets even better baybeh

2008-06-03T23:13:00.001+08:00

from 8 mrning to 8 night

2008-06-02T23:24:00.001+08:00

tday i had volleyball.
wow i only had 4 hours of sleep.
lets skip to th best part...............
aft volleyball, me leena kuxy go meet riyaas for awhile donno for wht.
lter go 620 wait for kak jannah
thnn during waiting we had alot of funn and jokes. we cracked like hell. doing some stuffs.heee.kak jannah msg, told us to meet at her hse so ok lah go.
there eat. thn go 620 lpak, with her chinese frends.
thn they go ferst left us.
so there we had even more fun and laughter.
we had great funn.
we chilled there while waiting for hockey boys till3...+
thnn meet them at mac.
oredered food thnn eat la wht else.
aft finish, we played wth th food as in mix here and there put ice in ppls body.
we had funn too at macs.
thnn head out, leena and faisal went hme cause they gotto go.
the raminders whnn back to 620, we chitchatandchitchat.
so lter kuxy and riyaas went bck hme left me nunu and fredy.
suddenly i feel damn cold, thnn kak jannah anyhow go ask fredy do something,
felt awkward but was alright lurh. was funn
anyway i didnt mind, cause right now we are best buddies oii.
thnn blek, fredy and jannah wanted to play table tennis, so kak went hme first to get th things.
asking fredy to sent to busstop and guess wht.
he sent me to th wrong busttop-th one not going wudlnds.
at first i tot why is it goin to dffrent direction but still i cntinued in th bus ike one dummie till i think tt i really took the wrong bus.
so go dwn chge side thh now correct reach hme late.
lucky never kne scolded.
well, i just had so much funn tday.
nvr had this much funn.
and i laughed alot despite th robs yeah.
overcome aredi bebeh.
evritings alrite. back to normal.

my weekends booyarh

2008-06-01T22:45:00.008+08:00

saturday
- i went for a bdae party with kakfarah and kaknaz.
went meet them at naz hse.
then tunggu drg siap, thn go lot one crik present thnn head there.
when we reach there there were many ppl so we didnt go in first.
well i get to meet many ppl.
i mean bdae gerl nye kwn. sume cantek cantek oii.
thnn drg da amek gamba thnn we went in. thnn eat food and cake.
thnn i saw one gerl, she look familiar and the way she look at me is like mcm prnah nmpk.
thnn blablabla....
aft tt pergi lpak jupp opp blok die.
smpi kol brpe.thnn teman farah tnggukn joe die.
da pstu naz head home i go meet fredy for a while cause aredi 9.30, i gotta go home. reach home arnd ten.
thn do this do tt thnn sleep.

sunday
- tday went religious class late.
got exam. thnn meet my twinnie cousin.
he said his family wanna go msia have fun thnn i ask if can folo.
thnn go home with abg.
thnn twinnie called and ask us to get ready and go their hse.
frm their hse we proceed to this wedding first.
it was cool. my cousins auntie join. haha long time nvr see, thnn receive many comments.
thnn go msia. reach thnn my brother and twinnie ask to snap foto for thm.like its always me uh.
thnn aft we three go sleep.
when wake up ask to snap fotos again.
later whnn to this supermarket, to buy groceries thnn went to grandaunties hse to have dinne.
talktalktalk till 1++ thnn go home reach at 2++.
pnat oii.

ups and downs really will happen

2008-05-31T10:15:00.007+08:00

well i had been quite hard times these days.
and th hardest just happen ystrdy.
well i find ot more rumors and strtd breaking down into tears.
lucky there was kak jannah to keep me comfort .
thnks yeah kak.
thnn leena and kuxy were there but whnn to school aftaft.
and will meet us bck again lter.
thnn while they were away, we tok-ed and tok-ed.
didnt i mention riyaas and hasyeef were there too.
they were like our punching bags lurh.
but pls lah i have to be strng.
and try to adapt.
but wht th hell at least we are still friends and i can still tell uu if i miss you ape.
we went accompany riyaas go gym.
thnn me hasyeef kak jannah lepak uh.
thnn wait fr those two babes to come and they cheered us again.
thnn aft eating pegi field and do sumting there. i wasnt in th mood so i didnt.
thnn suddenly it reminded me of his hugs and how i will miss all those went us dont exist nomore.
thnn i broke dwn into tears.
thnn aft we made our way bck hme at arnd 0640.
at hme tok on th fon with naz and she comforted me.
and tday meeting her and going out with her,
so gonna hug her siak
BIRDIEBIRDSnomore.
tuhan engkau tabahkan lah semangat ku ini.
berikan aku yg terbaik utk dirikuu.
but i will never forget all thse times we had spent together and keep it as memories.

2008-05-28T14:28:00.000+08:00

FUCK UU LA BUTO!!

i decide to chnge and become a quiet person

2008-05-27T21:17:00.003+08:00

well for this one week i will be having june strctured programme.
it sucks damn hell lots uh.
i have been missing baby so much.
didnt talk otf and meet him for couple of days.
well things strtd to become diff lately.
i felt like thers a little chnge in dear peh prangai.
i dont feel quite good.
so i sent a msg lah.
imysm- th way we use to be like last time ad i want tt time to happen again.
i want th old u back baby dear pls!
well enuf said.

lets talk abt wht hppened ystrdy and tday.
ystrdy was funfunfun dring vb.
did i mention me and myrah played chalk and wrote stuff on th floor, ubber fun uh.
firstly we went ite bbt to watch match thn went bck to school train.
aftaft, went bck bhind and played chalk while camwhoreeeeeeeee. funnnnnnnnnnn.
tday was late,well i decided to be fashionably late.
thnn kne dc, alah who cares.btw 1 hour.
didnt went hme with anyone- love wanted to go home first thnn let him be, so i search for my friends and thought they already went hme so i proceed home alone.
it was sadd lah. thn go home otf with hakimmah bestie. thn she sent me this msg. ahhhh.

'08 sports camp was a sucess

2008-05-19T17:36:00.003+08:00

all i can say is tt combined sports camp rocks.
esp with my favouite junior-leena, kuxy,yatz.
well i was put into some supportive team with a weirdo.
but they are funn lah.
-susan, fatin, sheryl, eric, siddharthen, sharvin, ikmal, stacie, michelle, rachel.
i get to spend three days off frm home, wher all y stress were build.
i get to spend time with him. yeahhhhh.
we won first prize for some competitions but i really dont think our grp qualified.
and well i didnt learn alot of things during th camp.
well i had funn during night time with my 3 bunk mates.
well i had funn most of all with them.
didnt i mention tt some of th camp leaders really mke th camp funn
esp, nazem.he made all tt so funny.
and yarh, dring camp i miss all my bestfs so much.
and yeah th next camp will be coming soon this time its with my 2 bestfs.

Ngantok abeh post??

2008-05-09T21:51:00.000+08:00

today came.
night time post is wht i call it.
wanna know wht happened?
well in th aftrnoon i went to bukit batok to meet this hotstuff guy.
his cute and handsome giler.
i want him to be mine only sehh.
shhhh, secretsecret.
we met for a while only but at last get to meet ape.
thnn go home, went mac, abeh tkde. smthing lah.
at hme called dad, he told us his buying this bone steak or bone stew(tulang)
yumyum siol. havent eaten tt for 2 years plus.
eat like hell lots till damn full siak.
thnn boring so decided to post.
tk slh kann?!

hello.

2008-05-09T11:35:00.001+08:00

this week have been so ruff.
but at least exams has ended.
well monday i went lepak at th opp blok of westmall.
thnn tuesday i went to alisa's hse to play monopoly.
thnn weds went to alisa's hse to watch movie.
thnn thurs went imm with alisa and adibah to accompany them buy stuff also i didnt feel like going hme.
but i seriously had fun ogether with them these three days.
esp th day we went to watch movie, aft tt i tried h np uniform and it was like so cool. i like it.
but also during these week some bad issues happened but i will try my best to suit evriting bck cause all i want is evriting to be alrite.
i admit i hate it bein in a quarrel.
but tts just th ups and down of life.
cant run away except to solve it.
but i will really try my best to haf evriting alrite

belvina's gone now.

2008-04-20T03:47:00.000+08:00

well, ystrdy was saturday which was th day belvina leave.
i woke up early in th morning. finish bathing kejot naz and kim.
its hard for thm to wake up. sleeping beauies. haha.
thnn all got ready, thnn meet each other at wudlnds interchnge.
wow i waited for a lng time.
th reason why i decided not to head first bcause, as i promised, i am going airport with them.
but kim was too late so i just go there by myself.
i brought th bunny along which was suppose to be hers.
but i didnt make cause i was 15 mins late.
whnn i reach there i cried like hell, cause i didnt get to see her for th last time and say gudbye.
i envy those who get to tke fotos with her.
well i dint get to give her th bunny, so sad lah kann. well thnn went to eat tried to forget all these but still belvina will be memories.
thn got energetic again.
so we went to wcp.
thnn the other 3 had to went hme first left us both.
we stayed for a while i was tired and sleepy so i rest.
we played th playgrnd or whtever at ther.
thnn accompany him go bb.
thnn chat, talk and spend time with him till 8.30.
thnn go home.

BELVINA'S GOING TMR.sobsob :(

2008-04-19T08:25:00.000+08:00

its gonna be a long post i bet ya. thts due to not posting for th past few days.

TUESDAY.
we had conversational tingy. get to watch th rest of i not stoopid.
well i cried twards th end of the show cause it was so sad and emotional.
thnn suddenli i saw humairah and belvina crying so i guessed it was bcause shes leaaving.
thnn i joined in crying. thnn me alisa adibah and them both cntinued crying.
it was damn hard to stop us crying man but we managed and so we have a few more days left till she leave :(

WEDNESDAY.
today i had volleyball with belvina and myrahh.
it was bel's last volleyball session.
so we had funn tugeddher.
we chit-chatted. did this did tt.
thnn during debrief evribody said gudbye to her. huahuahua.
tts for wednesday.

THURSDAY.
-skip.

and TODAY.
had a few lessons thn remedial.
well today was th last day belvinas gonna be in school.
i really am gonna miss her hell lots.
well whnn i came to school alisa alredi strted crying thnn stopped followed by yi lin.
thnn i saw so i strted too.thnn stopped.
thnn i was to rite a farewell letter and i cried again.
thnn bfore science revathi cried thnn i saw, and i cried again.
thnn she gave bel a letter thnn i read it.
it was so touching, thnn i read and i cried again.
aft school took pic with bel for th last time in class.
aft remedial followed fredy went somewhere thnn go home.

today was still not enuff.

2008-04-13T13:50:00.000+08:00

today went out with belvina, myrahh, fredy and abigail but she joined us aft gb.
first we went to belvina's hse to plan .
thnn we decided to have dinner at swensons at imm.
mke our way.
thnn abby join.
i was so full, i ate too much tt i had headache a bad stomach ache.
thnn went to interchnge donch noe were to go.
thnn all thnks to humairah i was hyper and energetic.
she just like irritate me. thnn at there took a bit of pics. but most sucks esp those humairah took.
thnn suddenly npcc cadets came.
wahaha. didnt expect tt.
thnn abby went hme with th cadets left us.
thnn both belvina and humairah thnn us both.
he send me bck till my blk although i really dont want tt.
whtt to do his stubborn.
but i had awesome funn tday.

its been quite harsh this week

2008-04-11T13:50:00.000+08:00

firstly tday we had napfa test.
aft school we -me, adibah, alisa and fredy had to take pics for lit.
aft done we strted doing crap like taking other classmate pictures and i swear it was funn andd so funny.
thnn whnn wwe saw belvina and humairah tking pictures, we decided to tke grp pics with belvina as she was leaving.
i wasnt actively participating bcause i dont really like tking pictures and whats more infrnt of many ppl.
th only boy tt took pic with her was fredy th rest all heck care and i swear my face was all so suckish but wth who cares.
ugly so wht. i dont mind.napfa test was quite ok except tt i wasnt quite satisfied with my shuttle run.
i really dont want belvina to go. she my good buddy.
her seat will be empty and my area will be quiet.
i wil miss her silllyness, her laughter, whnn she beind dumb. whtever tt has got to do with her actions of siliness lah.
volleyball wont be funn without her.
i tell you everything will be different without you.
i will cherish the few days i had with you and mke sure i spent it well with you. i dont care.
i will surely miss you.

ahhhhhh.kelepek siak. heeeheee.

2008-04-06T14:25:00.000+08:00

firstly,
just now i went to my frends hse with adibah to do project.
thnn dah discuss blablabla.
she thnn watch meet th spartans thnn i slept.
thnn we three played pimp my ride peh game at hp thnn ben 10 at ps2.
thnn went to bbt.
thnn i meet my oldies, hakimmah and zuhairah.
kite went lepak near here block.
thnn we went causeway to metro, try out dresses for fun .
thnn meet zu peh frends, afiq and shahiran.
went mcdonald.tt was th best part.
haha. really really funn.
many things happen.
got to know someone, wahahha.
hakimmah was rude she asked tt person to tke chilli for me.
thnn tt person did this did tht like so goodboy. weehee.
thnn i got a noted tissue.
surely simpan peh.
we tok and chat and tok and chat.
didnt ntice the time.
it was running late, we noticed and quickly went hme.
well, zuhairah just miss it.
but for sure it was so funn.
SO FUNN

2008-04-03T02:40:00.000+08:00

well, im currently writing my blog at this hour at hme.
whnn im supposed to be at school
im sick so i cant go to school.
quite bored but i dont feel quite well.
i got high fever but i feel much better tday.
thnn dad call ask abt my well beings.
i didnt really expect tt.
thnn he said not to use th comp so i guess i have to log out.
i still got hw not done
and i guess i will bck to school tmr.
okay.
pooffffffff*

iM BACK .

2008-03-30T08:05:00.000+08:00

well its been a long time since i have posted.
been busy and have no time.
i just changed my blogskin cause i got bored of the recent one.
nutingg much hapen this one week.
excpt tt my class won secnd in th cheer comp.
congrats evrione.
its worth our effort.
ystrdy i had osl interview. but i dont think i will be able to go but nevermind tho.

im bored now at hme.
my 'A' darlings are having their annual camp.
wanted to go out with 'G' sisters but i dont think we cann.
so im suck at hme with my mom and adek with the comp.

im so sry lah ok

2008-03-19T11:45:00.000+08:00

YSTRDY...
i had ohh soso much funn.
our class celebrted the march kiddos bdae.
and th cke was brought by amanda.
eh u all anot tt she is very th kind and generous ok.
th cake was delicious.
we ate it but thnn aft we all played something.
we strted putting ckes on ppl faces.
i got to on th sides-in my ears.
and one time at the bck on my hair which was done by syafiq.
and my hair later got rough and smelly.
but who cares its for fun.no joke no fun perh.
thnn th remaining cke we gave our tchers.
huahuahua...

TODAY.
hmmpphhh... i got A clear view tt its my queue to be left alone.
well if u want to leave me alone i undrstnd and i wont mind.
andd if uu want to hte me ohh whdever.
im sry if i had mde u angry or wht so ever.
i been trying to avoid any arguements btween us but instead i strted another.
dah lah amirah, stop it lah with ur fcuking attitude.
kau nk org benci kau perh.
oke oke i promise i will try to mke things out and be cheerful.
dear i just dont want to strt another arguement onwards, cause whnn one strt my att. sucks.
i tried but it seems like i cant.
well if u want to hte me i dont mind.
wht for lie to urself, just let it out and tell me th truth tt actually u hte me oke.
i wont mind and i know tts true.

im so sry lah ok

2008-03-18T20:42:00.000+08:00